FUCK. I constantly get in these moods where I’m angry and irritated at EVERYTHING and everyone and I just ugh! I have all this shit in my head and it just is at a none stop flow it just turns and turns and churns out more thoughts and more things and more things I DEEM important and I feel people should know and it’s like fuck! look at me! listen to me! listen to what I have to say! do you get? Do you get what I’m trying to say? Do you get what I’m feeling and why I’m feeling it? Does anyone even fucking GET IT or am I just crazy? Am I just weird? Like what do I do with all of this.. Emotion? These thoughts and theories! I just need to talk I need to get it out and I need someone to act like they care. Just partially. But then it’s like fuck I’m just like everyone else. This generation is all like that. We all have these thoughts and feelings and ideas and we all think they’re BRILLIANT and important and special and that everyone in the world is just ENTITLED TO GIVE A SHIT. We tweet it or blog it or post it and I roll my eyes like I’m better than that but I’m not! I’m just as bad cause here I am ranting and filling your feed with typos and pointless text because IM upset and emotional and I need to feel like someone cares. Or would. I need to feel like even if there’s no one right now who cares or gets it, that someone is out there that will. That will understand me and appreciate me and what I have to say. I’ve been hanging onto that idea for years and sometimes it’s just hard to hang onto. Cause the fact of the matter is I’m a 17 year old girl living in today’s society and I don’t want to wait I want it here and I want it now and that’s just not what’s going to happen. And I get that. I accept it. It’s fine. But fuck, sometimes man, it’s just not.